THE NEXT ACT

I spent Christmas different from what we used to do in the last couple of Christmases. It was less tiring and less acquaintance with some people whom I have no idea how I am related to. Spending quality time with loved ones has to be the essence of celebrating Christmas. To me as long as my baby is happy on Christmas, I am doing fine.

I got runny nose. Why do I feel like I can’t just concentrate on anything when I got runny nose?Why does my runny nose make my whole body aches? I feel like I don’t want to do anything. I just want to lie down and hope that this down feeling will pass soon. Gosh, I felt terrible. I hate the feeling when the runny nose is about to start. It’s like breathing water underneath a salty sea. I wanted to forget the feeling by getting myself busy. But the more I move the more I lose my energy. I just have to lie down and just wait till the feeling is gone. May the angel help me to get by.

Doing favors sometimes is not worth it. I know. I know. I should think that doing favors is really good for ones soul. I mean it is something that is done for the love of doing it. Somehow the deed has worth in it. However, I began thinking that it has to depend on the beneficiaries of the favor. I mean I am nice in doing favors to others. I have nothing under my sleeves in doing things for them. No ulterior motives. I do it just for the heck of doing it. However there are people who have malice over these favors. Do you think the deed is worth to these people? My God! You are trying to be kind hearted and they are just thinking the opposite. You took extra effort for what? For being intrigued in return? Yayks. Even then, it is a nice feeling doing favors to others especially when it is reciprocated by even a pat on the back.